I remember the night you said goodbye It was the fourth of November You know, it caught me by surprise I thought you were my future Now I cry When I think of the time I met you at that bar On that California night And I can't lie It hurts me deep inside 'Cause now I'm not sure If you felt something at all 'Cause it kills me how you moved on so fast While I'm still missing you If we can't try again Why do I still pretend That someday, for someways You might change your mind? Maybe I'm not better for you When I want you to be hurting too I'd love you to be hurting too I don't know why it is so hard To just forget you When all it took you was four nights To find somebody new Now I cry When I think of the time I met you at that bar On that California night And I can't lie It hurts me deep inside 'Cause now I'm not sure If you felt something at all 'Cause it kills me how you moved on so fast While I'm still missing you If we can't try again Why do I still pretend That someday, for someways You might change your mind? Maybe I'm not better for you When I want you to be hurting too I'd love you to be hurting too