Fixing to find you in this treacherous terrain There's landslide, and landmines, it's a jungle that we made You're not the king of it no more And I'm not the girl that you'd die for None of us is better than the other None of us is better than the other It's draws blood The sweet sting But it's poison that we know I thank God you found me And God knows how I let you go Are we a kingdom worth saving Is it a shadow I'm chasing I know I'll never see you in another You know you'll never see me in another To lose you, really lose you I'm gonna have to lose myself I'm gonna have to lose myself No matter how long it'll hurt like this White knuckle into the apocalypse Gonna go crazy, crazy to lose you Day flies, and night falls I break out my artillery I suit up for night crawls I go out, disguised as me No matter how much I flaunt it I can't go home 'cause it's haunted I don't know if my heart can still afford this Sleeping in a bed that was our fortress To lose you, really lose you I'm gonna have to lose myself I'm gonna have to lose myself No matter how long it'll hurt like this White knuckle into the apocalypse Gonna go crazy, crazy to lose you Used to love listening to sad songs I'd trace my finger all along The silver linings Now I don't listen to sad songs 'Cause my old world's blowing up behind me It's all for good A better world will find me To lose you, really lose you I'm gonna have to lose myself I'm gonna have to lose myself No matter how long it'll hurt like this White knuckle into the apocalypse Gonna go crazy, crazy to lose you No matter how long it'll hurt like this White knuckle into the apocalypse Gonna go crazy, crazy to lose you