Press a thumb against my chest Desperate for breath Half ain't enough for my likin Who am I fightin'? Pokin' my tongue out, hidin' from all of my kinfolk Knowin' I don't got a wristwatch Not knowin' if I do got time, I ain't think so Give me Eleven or twelve other reasons Why my hair on the same color as pepto bismol People are intricate Stare at the sky long enough the little stars get clearer Seep in the gin onto two different lips Clearin' the mist off our rear view mirrors Livin' a sin, liver's unkeen Watchin' me sip two to three different liquors Feignin' the in- Oh, fuck! Feelin a needle implode in my heart Rip out the curtains Never ever ever caught off guard Still the same being he was from the start Growin' apart Felt that your presence could glow in the dark All of your sentences I throw in my art All of your journeys I wish to embark Bailin' you wasn't a walk in the park Mailin' two paragraphs rebuking my sins Reusin' my lines, refusing thy light, see Misusin' my fingertips just for a fight Defusin' the anger I've had for a while What is a lesson if you ain't get to write Notes, at least in your brains At least in your heads Make thrills out of lies Get distant like kites Please dont abide the rules I gave Myself to never look back at the past It's all in the past you know that Its all in the past you know that Its already passed you know it well Euphoric months flew like mails, with pigeons I fail to listen or keep in mind Through further rides do we see more life More people, more places More sights that entice, more urge to suffice Fuck ending your lives Lets start