Oh god, being dead would be so much easy. Oh god, remind me why I'm awake. Never really awake or never really asleep. I feel like I'm growing old but I'm not growing up. I wake up everyday feeling like I got in a fight with myself. Oh god wake me up from this nightmare before I start loving it. Being awake is hard work, But even in my sleep But even in my dreams I'm up. Wake up. I hope I never see your face again. Open your fucking as long your alive I won't be a goddamn walking dead until I wake up. Smile tomorrow will be worse.