What she said I'm cold Falling snow In december I'll be gone Dancing in the rain With the demons in my head As I'm going insane Soon I will dig my own grave Cause when I try to sleep Bad thoughts keep me awake And when I close my eyes In dreams I see only her I'm overthinking again I don't want to feel The traumas haunt me So I'll take one more pill Girl look what you did to me Made me wish I was dead I saved one last bullet Should I shoot you or myself Wipe my tears While I'm looking at the roof And my soul have been killed With memories of my childhood I'm hurting myself by the past That's what you made me do Everyone's afraid to die Death was only friend I knew My heart's covered in ice I'm cold Now I got nowhere to go In december I'll be alone Before christmas I'll be gone