I never meant what i said i just said it
You always meant what you said i still read it
Conversations gon end cause i dead it
Let me tell it clear cause
You say you hate the way i think
And i say i hate the way you drink
And i'm falling back into a sleep
And she calling up cause she want me
Yeah why the fuck it me yah
What i'm sposed' to love now
Who i'm sposed' to be yah
I can't open up now
The blessings start to leave yah
And money running up now
Cause i got lots of grief
So you can tell me it's ok that you done with love
But it comes crashing down again when you love to lust
And i could talk to all your friends but i talk to drugs
And i could tell you all my sins but i'd rather burn
You got a lot on your mind i see it coming through
I don't got shit in my life
I don't got shit to lose
And i'm so tired of myself but i'm more tired of you
Cause i've been fighting myself
How can i fight with you
Moving around in circles and it ain't working
I was tripping in the backroom i keep on learning
Love is an attachment and it ain't worth it
I don't deserve it
Cause my sins are burning
And you're probably worth it
But i don't wanna risk it all just to fall i can't do that to myself
So you can tell me it's ok that you done with love
But it comes crashing down again when you love to lust
And i could talk to all your friends but i talk to drugs
And i could tell you all my sins but i'd rather burn
You got a lot on your mind i see it coming through
I don't got shit in my life
I don't got shit to lose
And i'm so tired of myself but i'm more tired of you
Cause i've been fighting myself
How can i fight with you