Strings of dreams She got everything she needs Gotta keep myself so clean Cause these demons live in me Wash my eyes for the grief Hold my soul don't you leave I swear all my friends are going Cause they don't care bout me So what I got drunk last night I fucked up last night I stayed up last night I gave up last night I got drunk last night I fucked up last night I stayed up last night I gave up last night And it's all for you I swear Said it's all for you I swear She got glitter on her eyelids and her hair down low Even in a room of people she feels so alone Fucked up in the head and hurting in the bones Nobody answers calls so she isn't getting home Check the door Check the phone Check the watch oh no Yeah this girl she in her zone And she isn't on her own So what I got drunk last night I fucked up last night I stayed up last night I gave up last night I got drunk last night I fucked up last night I stayed up last night I gave up last night And it's all for you I swear Said it's all for you I swear I got 5 gold rings on my left hand 4 gold chains round my neck fam Sitting here listening to pop bands Thinking bought the times when I really thought I had her Take a spirit bad thoughts turn into laughter I don't remember last night or what happened after