Now I write these songs, but you still don't care I thought that I could thought that I could hold you in my hands I'm a mess but the mess was made by you Lil depressed but if I say they don't think it's true If I could do it all again I don't think I would do it Cause I don't think that I could even handle the pain She told me that she loved me then I blew it Now I'm out sad in the rain I'm sad in the rain I'm sad in the rain Told me that she loved me then I blew it I'm so useless I'm so stupid I can't do this I can never seem to move my weight It's like it's always on my plate She fake I'm fake too She lying she told me she love me but really she hate you If I could do it all again I don't think I would do it Cause I don't think that I could even handle the pain She told me that she loved me then I blew it I'm sad in the rain