This is the end And I'm glad it's through So much I'd just undo If you'd allow me to I'll make my amends But then I'm headed off Leaving the mess that you caused Leaves me kind of calm I don't know if I'm ready to let you go I don't know if I'm even in control Am I even in control? I can't pretend That I feel the same All those moments estranged Somewhere in my head Floating around Waiting to resurrect The future in retrospect Seems kind of nice to me I don't know if I'm ready to let you go I don't know if I'm even in control Am I even in control Am I even in control Am I even in control Am I even in control?