Every damn day I'm wrestling with my thoughts
Every damn day I fake a smile and hope I don't get caught
Every damn day I'm in love with the love that I got
Still find a way to hate myself for everything that I'm not
I've got a fucked up sense of self
I came back home but that don't help
I picked a penny off the ground
I threw it in a wishing well
My pocket's empty, I'll be fine
I've got my mama on the line
Begging please if you give me more time
I won't fail you
I won't fail you (Failure)
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Make my heaven as I make my hell
Hard to start believing in something else
Can't tell me some thing only time will tell
I can't fucking wait to meet myself
Kind of wish you had my back
Kind of wish you cut me slack
You don't know how bad that felt
I don't need your advice
You like setting traps (Don't you fall for that)
I've got a fucked up sense of self
I came back home but that don't help
I picked a penny off the ground
I threw it in a wishing well
My pocket's empty, I'll be fine
I've got my mama on the line
Begging please if you give me more time
I won't fail you
I won't fail you
When the sun don't shine, I am the light of day
And if I count my blessings, then I'll be rich in faith
And if I've got my back, shit don't have to go my way
But I'd be a fool to think it would every damn day
(Every damn day, every damn day, every damn day)
I've got a fucked up sense of self
I came back home but that don't help
I picked a penny off the ground
I threw it in a wishing well
My pocket's empty, I'll be fine
I've got my mama on the line
Begging please if you give me more time
I won't fail you
I won't fail you (Failure)