Blink and you're gone Nobody stays And it doesn't matter anyway The Ocean's on fire I'm watching the waves But still I want a Tesla a house in the hills I wanna buy all my siblings Houses Send their kids to college And I bet I will I bet I will Telling myself I'll be okay And it doesn't matter anyway My family's health, is all I should crave But there's a chronic dissatisfaction Where jealousy lives Comparing myself to everyone Winning In every direction And good for them Good for them I'm terrified Maybe I'm destined to bask in The pools of your shimmering light I'm patronizing A younger version of me that be proud of what she sees I'm a lie Just a reflection of people I'm dying to be like I'm just reflecting people and trying to be liked On a good day I understand That it doesn't matter anyway How much I'm make is not who I am But this city is filled up With people like me Who left everybody who loved them To run after dreams And I'm tired Personally Personally I'm terrified Maybe I'm destined to bask in The pools of your shimmering light I'm patronizing A younger version of me that be proud of what she sees I'm a lie Just a reflection of people I'm dying to be like I'm just reflecting people and trying to be liked I'm terrified Maybe I'm destined to bask in The pools of your shimmering light I'm patronizing A younger version of me that be proud of what she sees I'm a lie Just a reflection of people I'm dying to be like I'm just reflecting people and trying to be liked