Kristina is standing dead still Her eyes are out the window She's on the lawn behind that old house Where no one ever goes And one day she will be gone And one day I will be too I thought I knew how it all would go I thought I knew, what did I know? Nothing. And it's one step forward and two steps back Here's me with a big smile, here's me about to crack Give me a push and watch me fall If I never learn, then what is it all good for? And I'm so tired of fighting I'd rather lay down right now I've walked with thunder and lightning But all my will has run out And I grew ten years older just over the night I was looking for something, here's what I've found: A heart and a hand and the love for a band And the warmth of a girl, sleeping by my side By my side And it's one step forward and two steps back Here's me with a big smile, here's me about to crack Give me a push and watch me fall If I never learn, then what is it all good for? I grew ten years older just over the night I was looking for something, here's what I've found: A heart and a hand and the love for a band And the warmth of a girl, sleeping by my side