I imagine you walking around in your apartment, Kissing that self-portrait I painted and sent to you I imagine you changing your mind after swallowing The last thing you tasted before the big sleep got you And it cuts me in two And I often wonder if maybe you found the light, That divine, comforting light they spend so much time On trying to find You're like Jodie Foster taking off but nobody sees it It takes the sound of an earthquake to even believe it And they say "Hold on, after rain comes sun" I think today, it's the other way around Every window holds a tiny light Take a look around, see what you might find... Well, they're putting out flags tonight to celebrate the dead But I'd rather do something to turn back time instead A little late to say something, I know But what the hell am I supposed to do When I just want to sit you down in my kitchen And you'd tell me what it was 'Cos the last time we met, It was like the whole world was exploding Riding elevators through that endless red brick building On a day so pretty you'd think we were all only joking Putting on a show that would give us an Oscar They say "Hold on, after rain comes sun" I think today, it's the other way around Every window holds a tiny light Take a look around, see what you might find...