There is a prison everywhere I take myself
No more losing anything I never had
I've just begun to deal with living without recourse
And I will pay for what the power did to me
Sitting in a little room the walls cave in
Nothing more to think about, now I'm gone
Does it really matter what kind of drugs I took
The last thought I had was something I chose to forget
I'm so sick I make up friends, I talk to myself, Im so alone
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I cut myself, I shoot up drugs, I have two names
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I cry at night, I wet my pants, I drink too much
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I hate myself, I swallow pills, I think I'm god
It's really not like being here at all
Kill the thought don't ever leave me by myself
The little things I like to think of come to life
I'm through with all the lying when I talk to myself
I don't ever want to be this way again
I'm so sick I make up friends, I talk to myself, Im so alone
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I cut myself, I shoot up drugs, I have two names
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I cry at night, I wet my pants, I drink too much
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I hate myself, I swallow pills, I think I'm god
It's really not like being here at all
Living in a world where no one talks to me
Move your mouth, I don't understand a word you say
I think you're trying to tell me that I'm killing myself
But you don't know I'll live til the end of time
I'm so sick I make up friends, I talk to myself, Im so alone
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I cut myself, I shoot up drugs, I have two names
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I cry at night, I wet my pants, I drink too much
It's really not like being here at all
I'm so sick I hate myself, I swallow pills, I think I'm god
It's really not like being here at all