It made me question What is my need for a relationship For intimacy And I realized it's because I felt so disconnected And so removed from everyone for most of my life It's like, you know, why do I have such a hard time letting go I'd rather settle for being unhappy If it means I get to be unhappy with somebody So the moment you get somebody to agree to love you It's like, I will never take my hands from around this But I'm learning to release and hold on to myself Or, release and allow something greater to come to myself You become aware of your part And realize that before we, there's gotta be me