The way that you looked on that day I knew that I could not relate To the shock that showed up on your face The look of loss you wore with grace Staring at cracks on the ground Your call ended without a sound No "goodbye or see you later" Your breath was getting deeper 'Til you started hypervent-ilating Just when you got off those pills, you were taking And if your whole life turns to shit I know it's hard to know You drag your body around behind you Everywhere you go You don't wanna live and I know it's hard to know To realize you can't just let it go Told you I would be right back I had to go get cigarettes And you said "Don't leave here Check the back of the freezer" Later on the balcony I thought I heard a scream in the back alley And came in to find you crying 'He had no one beside him" Then you started hypervent-ilating Just when you got off those pills you were taking And if your whole life turns to shit I know it's hard to know You drag your body around behind you Everywhere you go You don't wanna live and I know it's hard to know To realize you can't just let it go And if your whole life turns to shit I know it's hard to know You drag your body around behind you Everywhere you go You don't wanna live and I know it's hard to know To realize you can't just let it go Oooh... Oooh...