I was trying to do too much Trying to make the right moves Like so and so, such and such Everybody else has found their groove Oh but I haven't found the time to spare No umbrella, no beach chair So I'll pin the invitation by my bed And I'll wake up from dreaming I was there Don't keep letting it all build up in your head Let it go Don't stop pushing You're trying You're finding a way to let go Sheepishly I fold my hand Believing that I understand The world's not trying to bring me down Everybody else has got their own demands So I'll make a little time to fill the well Borrow your sunglasses, your umbrell And I'll pop my invitation in the mail Pack up my bags Should I feel bad if I go easy on myself? I've been known to lose my cool Historically hysterical And I don't know how to shake it But you know I wish I could I've been known to lose my cool Insatiably irrational And the more I try to shake it The more I wish I could