Tempted to hate With all contradiction Not being reasonable Madness was just madness after all Body too big Body too small Negative qualities make us beautiful Up to a point And then hate sure is ugly again State violence, for instance Something to hate Hate as in exclusion from Mercy and grace Hating yourself, as it turned out Was a dead end From now on Express yourself more wildly unhinged This feeling That I'm feeling Is not a feeling It's a place It's heaven It's unpharmaceutical It's no context It's incomprehensible It's no common sense I'm born to die, world is a fuck I'm losing my head I'm outta luck I'm a ringing bell I'm an arson's bed It's time to wake up again