I've got knots in my hair and knots in my stomach Both thanks to you but for very different reasons I pretend not to care or act like I'm above it But it's hard to face the truth when you know all my demons But you're too far, and I'm far too jealous You're too far, and I'm far too jealous History repeats itself, just like an old friend Who tells the same stories since we were kids And I purposely chase the hearts I know I'll never win But I've been down this road before Don't wanna go back again It's like pulling teeth to get inside of your head Because you've invested time not to say what's on your mind Now I'm pulling out every strand And you can see every single vein on the back of my hand As I wait for you to tell me you love me As I wait for you to tell me you love me To tell me that History repeats itself, just like an old friend Who tells the same stories since we were kids And I reserve the right to change the ending this time I reserve the right to change the ending this time I reserve the right to change the ending I reserve the right to change the ending I reserve the right to change the ending I reserve the right to change the ending