Finally feeling a calm Am I really worthy of love Enough will never be enough Bury the lead and admit it was So much time Spent in my head Beating myself up Over nothing Wasn't here for safety Found it anyways It was always you No one else Feeling better about it Never should have doubted Keep it in the ground Burn the past and hope the ash wont stick around Throwing bricks through my plans Pick up the pieces and start it again I shouldn't have made you wait Just didn't want to get in your way So much time Spent in my head Beating myself up over nothing Am I in your way Should I have made you wait Not as bad As I pretend I've been better Than I ever have.