It was the timing and the bags under my eyes
It was the look on your face when you said I look tired
I'd rather watch you turn away
'Cause you don't look at me the same anymore
And I don't blame you for a second
What happened to us?
What happened to me?
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I used to run to feel the air rushing through my lungs
Without a purpose or need or a care and a back to the sun
Now it's just the getaway in a maze that I can't escape
Oh, how I would give anything
For a chance to catch my breath
Oh, how I would give anything
For you to speak in words I understand
And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete
And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete
And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete
And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete
Oh, if we're made in His reflection, I'm curious
Oh, I would give anything to recreate
How our dysfunction used to function so beautifully
I used to run, I felt the air in my lungs
Without a purpose or need or a care and a back to the sun
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So if we're made in His reflection, I'm curious
Is this all there is?
Just failing expectations
Crumbling foundations
Nothing more, nothing less
And the burn in the back of your throat
No, it never goes away
You just come to grips
And make room for it
Until you don't live, you just cope
And as much as we say, "Don't look back"
We always do, because we're human
God knows I'm human
I'm a liar and I, I'm a fake
I am I, and I wish I wasn't
I keep trying to fight and trying to run
But I hate myself for changing every step of the way
And I can't help thinking
That if we're made in His reflection
I'm curious
I'm curious
Did God drink himself to sleep the night he created me?