Waking up In the shadow of doubt Second guessing everything that's coming out of my mouth I have nothing Nothing to convey No words left to say You wouldn't listen anyway I can't relate to what anybody's playing It's all the same, just different names Rewritten again and again It gets stuck in my head For days on end A victim of shame A slave to desire And I can't help but to feel so uninspired Theres nothing left to say Build it up just to break it down Try again with a different sound Lost sight Blowing smoke Make it up as I go It comes in waves and it fades away Before I find the words to say Instrument of pain Nothing left to gain I'm living a lie where I can't complain A victim of shame A slave desire And I can't help but to feel so uninspired