Rewind
Look back at time
Do I deserve better
Or am I doomed for life
Suffering to survive
There's no point to the pain
The vicious cycle of life
Fuck it all
Life goes on
Why do I even bother
When every waking moment
Gets harder and Harder and harder
I've been right I've been wrong
I've been reaping what I've sown for so long
No hope
Can't cope
I've seen what my sins do
I've become everything that I've been through
I can't see the end don't know where start
I'm doing what I can to keep from falling apart
Its only getting worse, becoming numb again
The vicious cycle never ends
I'm alive with no life to pursue
I don't have a future to look to
Can't see if where I'm going is where I want to be
I'm going nowhere slowly
Lost the fire inside with no will to continue
Like I'm digging a grave that I can't wait to jump into
A slave to my ways, I watch my days waste away
Am I coming or going or stuck in between
I'm wasting my energy on shit that don't matter
While life barrels forward faster and faster
I'm moving too slow, trapped in a pattern
No sense of direction, thoughts are scattered
Nothing more to give
Lost in my regression
Becoming numb to progression
Can't move forward, nothing goes as planned
My world is falling apart in the palm of my hands
How can I find my way
If I don't know what I'm living for?
Is this all there is? Is there more to this?
This is the opposite of bliss
The vicious cycle of life