Been down, been up Feels like I'm stuck in a rut Zone on the train, head filled with flashbacks Eyes are shut It seems that time it wrings the thickest blood from oldest sheets Still need you just like air to breathe It's meant to be, we're meant to be Spinning round and round through space and sound Dizzy from thoughts I can't erase If you don't mind let's get things right At least this time Till then I'm dead in my head Dead in my head Dead in my head Dead in my head On rainy days like these I feel it deep inside of me This bitterness and agony won't let me breathe Speak through my teeth Brain dead at twenty-five, not good at giving life advice Not ready yet to break these ties This body's sore until it dies There's something else you don't know I'll tell you when we're alone There's so much shit you don't know Wish that you'd already know for so long