I'm at war With my memory Everything I knew has turned into a dream What's left to hold but grievance (I'll give in) To a life that's lived while dreaming (Of the worst) But the sky falls down Without a single sound What is real Feels miles away Am I awake? I'm in need Of a ritual To disappear from all the guilt for leaving home This mess I'm in Will never clear My head's wrapped up by insecurities And in time I'll drown Nowhere to be found What was real Is still miles away I'll never wake Bu I'm losing faith This memory won't fade Yet another day Where I won't keep up the pace