You pray to god for Christmas for a man Then I showed up and took your hand You've been through a lot so you're real sharp I had to come correct and have a plan Seemed like a mirror me and you Same zodiac if you think this ain't true Both educated from the hood Anything goin' down my back is good I try to plan the holidays so my mind's been zonin' But you think something else Has been ongoing So now you wanna go Go all through my phone But you're making make-belief I turned them round', yo Wish I could hear your voice But I can't cause' I don't have a choice Wish I could call your phone But I can't, we supposed to leave it alone Wish I could rewind the time Stop all that (??) Wish I could tell you how I feel It's gonna be a lonely Christmas It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone You never wanted me to meet you dock apart, you said I wouldn't like the way that you behave I didn't mean to be a trigger on your brain No shotgun showed up and started throwing things I kept thinking there was something I could've done To keep it cool so you didn't run So how (??) without you in my world You really were the one, yeah I try to plan the holidays so my mind's been zonin' But you think something else Has been ongoing So now you wanna go Go all through my phone But you're making make-belief I turned them round', yo Wish I could hear your voice But I can't cause' I don't have a choice Wish I could call your phone But I can't, we supposed to leave it alone Wish I could rewind the time Stop all that (??) Wish I could tell you how I feel It's gonna be a lonely Christmas It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone It's gonna be lonely I'm gonna be alone You can throw shit around You can tear up the place I know it sounds kinda wild But I just wanna see your face You can throw shit around You can tear up the place I know it sounds kinda wild But I just wanna see your face Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh Ho-oh-oh This Christmas