Fighting, changing, I try to be a better man Convince myself that I'm doing the best I can But how high does the bar really stand When you look at yourself and the impression you get is Nothing Still holding on to a glimpse of the past It's nothing I drag myself over my fucking shoulder How do I grow When I try to fit myself into the same old mold I hate the pity I feel inside of me I need it under control I got to face it, I got to change it It's the impression about myself that keeps Dragging me down to lower places I turn my back to shattered mirror pieces I turn my back to shattered mirror pieces What's done is done, because I've got no impact on my past Won't use myself as an empty excuse as I set up my own rules How do I grow, when I try to fit myself into the same old mold I hate the pity I feel inside of me I'm leaving myself behind