Losing you went together with losing a part of my fucking self
Nothings clear, can't seem to let love get near. Not anymore
Pierced your syringe inside me
Injected hope just to go and turn your back
Lost the foundation to be loved
Its speaking in a language, that I can't understand
This curse called love doesn't go hand in hand with who I am
Fear overwhelms me
Whenever it gets near
Is it the absence or the presence that I fear?
I can't go with or without
When will it go down south?
Endless overthinking, will I ever feel that way again?
Because this curse called love, doesn't go hand in hand with who I am
Losing you went together with losing a weight of my fucking chest
Nothing's clear, how did I hold on so long? Not anymore
Pierced your syringe inside me
Injected hope just to go and turn your back
Changed my perception of this love
Its speaking in a language, that I can't understand
This curse called love doesn't go hand in hand with who I am
Fear overwhelms me
Whenever it gets near
Is it the absence or the presence that I fear?
A curse called love
These conversations I have with myself
They're in a language I don't understand
I guess I meant all the things I said
That I didn't speak them sooner is my one regret
And I walk alone
Even though I've worked my fingers to the bone for you
I rather die alone
Than to die alongside an empty truth
A curse called love