I inhaled your toxins, lungs are rotten You left me here to die You found then lost me Lost then found me, again from time to time And you said you'll be my rock Turned to some sand Now the grave is where I fall Right through your hands This fantasy love that I dream about ain't real I can't seem to trust 'cause these scars ain't healed I see her silhouette on my walls linger round, this shit exhausting Forehead dripping sweat to my mouth, tongue is out, this shit salty I'm feeling 'em chills run around, room is cold, feel it all on my body I'm looking for heat, I'm looking for love, I'm lookin' for someone to love me I deserve someone who's 10 toes down She stand out from the crowd I'll be damned if I found her I desire to happy to be happy now Don't know how But I'll smile through the storm 'til the calm I inhaled your toxins, lungs are rotten You left me here to die You found then lost me Lost then found me again from time to time And you said you'll be my rock Turned to some sand Now the grave is where I fall Right through your hands This fantasy love that I dream about ain't real I can't seem to trust 'cause these scars ain't healed