I'm so tired
Living a lie
I'm weak, I need to leave this lonely life
I'm so fed up of lonely nights
I sleep away my days to pass the time
Help me believe I'm something more
Incapable, at least I'm still trying
You don't know what it's like to live alone, mm
Keep tryna climb over mountains
While I'm so locked up in the silence
Give me one good reason I shouldn't go
Don't wait for me, I'm frozen
Right between my burdens
Can't save me from myself
There's no way that I deserve this
Fail to see my purpose
This isn't Heaven, it must be Hell
I'm letting go off what I'm waiting for
I know I'm worth it, but I feel so worthless
And it's not so worth it, no
I'm losing hope
I'm out of control
The pain that's inside keeps me so locked inside
Not a fan of my pride, I know
Help me believe I'm something more
Than late nights staying up 'til the morning
You don't know what it's like to be alone
Keep tryna climb over mountains
While I can't get up off my mattress
Give me one good reason I shouldn't go-oh-oh
So misguided, got me falling to my knees (falling to my knees)
Empty practice I could never hope to preach (never hope to preach)
Hollow words don't ever seem to bring me peace
My faith was made fragile by vacant response
That life they promised me was a lie
I fell and burned, they told me I'd fly
Waist deep in frigid water, I drown
I inhale to drift further down to my end
Don't wait for me, I'm frozen
Right between my burdens
Can't save me from myself
There's no way that I deserve this
I fail to see my purpose
This isn't Heaven, it must be Hell