Castration the punishment, black sheep deemed unfit Blinding staring at the gates, on my knees praying for release Ill take the life of another, if you even dare to bother THERES A SPECIAL PLACE IN HELL FOR ME My life flashes before my eyes, constantly replaying Memories, hurting the ones i loved In limbo I await my turn, for the process Don't ask, just accept, no truth leads to regret I feel, like a prisoner in my own mind I need to go and fine my way out Pull the lever, let me fall to my death, I cant wait for it to end When the floor collapses, to begin my fate, don't wait for me, watch me fade away I'm here wasting my time you said you made me feel alive I gave you everything that you promised Then you went and took my life away