Months since the day Everything changed for me Life fell apart, deep down I knew right from the start I'm alone in purgatory With a stepped on heart Gasping for breath, calling your name Sometimes your there for me After your flavour of the week Feel like a conduit for denial Like somehow I'm always there, waiting for you Waiting for you Trying to forget, trying to remember But instead, you remain unhappy searching for your revival I know it's weak of me to give in to your needs And I know it's weak of me to give in to your fucking needs But somehow, I can't let that piece of you go Enjoy it for the time that remains Eventually the care and I will fade away