I'm afraid of dying, I'm afraid of love
I'm afraid of never trying and of not being enough
Don't know what's on the horizon, I don't know who to trust
But I'mma run this till' it's finished, till' it's rubble and dust
I'm afraid of flying, crash into the sun
I'm afraid of never rising, to be the one that they want
But I'm out here in the wild now, have nowhere else to run
So I'mma wing it with no pilot, to the kingdom that comes
I always abandon myself, and I don't know why
I feel I'm getting stronger, I feel I'm getting free
I'm always neglecting myself, and I don't know why
I feel I'm getting stronger, I feel I'm getting free
I'm scared of this money, run from these banks
Dropped a light fifty, carried more weight
I needed more money to work on more things
This is all that I have
This is all that I have
I never do promo, 'cause I care what you think
For now I'm gon fly low, just hope I don't sink
Keeping my fans close, 'cause when I'm on the brink
We're all that I have
You're all that I have
I always abandon myself, and I don't know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free
Always neglecting myself, and I don't know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free
Get my things
I'm tired of making old mistakes
Trynna fill a vacant space
There's something that I need
Took my things
Knew I had to make a change
I'm headed where the daylight reigns
Feel I'm getting free
And when the candle flickers light
Then I know I still got time
And when the candle's burning bright
I know I still got time
And I'm sorry father
And I'm sorry mother
If I let you down
If I let you down
And I'm sorry sister
And I'm sorry brother
If I let you down
If I let you down