Hell is real pointed at me like a loaded gun Hell is livin' long enough not to die young I don't feel like I used to Always feeling wrong I don't feel at all I don't feel at all Heaven only knows Heaven only knows Praying you hurt like me Don't spit at me when you speak Maybe it's all in my head but it fucks with me Praying you hurt just like me Heaven only knows my agony Lookin out I don't see me makin 31 I'll be dancin' with the devil when it's said and done Don't give a damn what you think Spittin' up blood in the sink I couldn't see straight for weeks Destiny laughing at me I wanna die in her teeth Heaven only knows Praying you hurt like me I can't take this shit no more Devils waiting at the door Waiting for my time and it shows Heaven only knows I don't wanna spend eternity anywhere If god has ever spoke the Blood on his hands is here Heaven only knows Heaven only knows Praying you hurt like me