What I've been trying to do Is tell you I'm still scared All I've been trying to hide Is just how much I care There's reasons for breaking our ties And for telling you lies I confess What I've been trying to say Is how I'm such a mess I'll be your favourite worst mistake I'll be a memory I'll be a ghost You'll be a night to fill the space You'll be a moment But then I'll go ♪ How can I hold you so close When I'm thinking of somebody else? How can I treat you so right When I know that you're only the help? The reason your here Is to deal with my fear I hate being alone How can I do this to you Yet you still always answer the phone?