No, I don't intend to lie But I've never asked for your trust You can put the truth inside my mouth Just don't make me swallow in a rush Surely, God knows well who I am He wouldn't want me to pretend But I can't keep on playing with These shadows of my own Oh, don't forget my face I'm leaving home 'Cause I just wanna be Proud of myself Don't wanna care about nothing else 'Cause I've been giving too many fucks 'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf Proud of myself Don't wanna care about nothing else 'Cause I've been giving too many fucks 'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf Fell in love with sweet Ambien Outside my mind, a love so violent Inside, it's all a dream so silent Hold on to me and break the silence Surely, You'll never know who I am All I could do was play pretend But I can't keep on playing with These shadows of my own (oh, don't) forget my face I'm leaving home 'Cause I just wanna be Proud of myself Don't wanna care about nothing else 'Cause I've been giving too many fucks 'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf Proud of myself Don't wanna care about nothing else 'Cause I've been giving too many fucks 'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf Who would have wanted to End up like you-uh? No, I can't trust in your One-sided truth 'Cause I just wanna be Proud of myself Don't wanna care about nothing else (No, I don't, no, I 'dont) 'Cause I've been giving too many fucks 'Bout things that'll leave me on the shelf Proud of myself (So proud of my self) About nothing else (About nothing else) Too many fucks 'Bout things that'll leave on the shelf