You laugh at me because you think I'm happy And I laugh at you because I know I'm not I like to swim in my little pools of sickness While I wish you all were swimming in your green pools Of snot If you could just give me just one moment So I could wipe this smile off my face I'd take you to the back, so the kids won't know where We're at And I'd kick you in the chest and slowly break your Fucking face Well it does so much for me It brings me a lot of pain It does so much for me I'm not happy any more. Happy any more. (x4) Pain, to recall upon an age of sexual torture They take and they force you Scarred you wait, scared you hate For the ones that raped you And the pain to be staring At the faces that remind you Of the faces that would laugh As they pulled your pants down, They too were laughing at you, They too are pointing at you, They're all still fucking with you, fool. Gather 'round let me tell you a secret Cuz the blood that you see here is not fake It's from all the assholes in the back who have cut me In the past Don't worry I'm catching up I'm just a little late! It does so much for me It brings me a lot of pain It does so much for me You're in my world now. My world! You're in my world now. (x4)