Those numbers climbing on my brain Never leaving me in peace Oh why have you chosen me to do this inhuman task How do you choose the greatest of all time How do you choose the ones who will sacrifice themselves Oh tell me Why have you chosen me Oh, am I just a toy to you I swear I won't sleep 'til I will solve this equation And you cannot understand Why it's a matter of life and death Because you are not inside of my head I cannot sleep I cannot eat I cannot love I cannot fuck How can I shut off my brain I cannot help but wonder If when you look down on me Do you enjoy my suffering Oh tell me Why have you chosen me Can't you just leave me Oh please What what do you want Do you enjoy this situation Every single day is a struggle I feel like a stranger in my own head I'm not stupid I know they are trying to silence me To poison me When the night reveals her shiny teeth I close my eyes But my mind is wide awake Wide awake There is always one more problem to solve One more problem to solve