The river's wide That i could not swim across it So i convinced myself I'd walked upon the waves The river's wide That i could not swim across it So i convinced myself I'd walked upon the waves And I don't want to waste my life And i wanted to Feel as saved as they do But the more I live the harder to believe. That their God above Knows the first thing about love Or goes along with every rule they make up I dont want to waste my life Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife Thinking about the afterlife