Am I done? And is it over? Please release me from this perfect paranoia I fucked up And let it happen again (ah, fuck) Purposely pushing pins, penetrating painfully Sertraline got me feeling woozy I fucked up And let it happen again (again) And oh, I'm alone So low I'm hazy, come save me I can't move, I'm going under Sour sights have ripped away my thunder I fucked up And let it happen again (again) I'm a whiplash, car crash, riot in the aftermath Bad dreams, unclean, poison in the vaccine I fucked up And let it happen again And oh, I'm alone So low I'm hazy, come save me I never thought I'd be a masochist I swear down I never asked for this The plastic thrills of pills devolve to be My anarchy The dizzy heights and the blurry sights Addictive, but they hurt just right The only thing that feels like home to me Is my anarchy And oh, I'm alone Ooh, I'm so low I'm hazy, come save me Fucked it up again Plastic thrills and pills dissolving Can't stop myself, it's like I'm starving Feels like home to me My anarchy