I love to hate who I was, because it means that I've changed The little doubts and regret, they run around in my brain, they tease me Somehow they never seem to fill up the space Between the love that's lost and the heart that's strained And here I come to throw it all away No, I miss that taste, oh I need that flame It tastes like honey in my throat If you need me, you can keep me Thought I knew this note for note If you want to, I could show you In and out of your grace, correct myself every day I thought I knew how I taste. I thought I'd know what to say in crisis Devastatin' in the way that you speak The company that we keep couldn't ease the strain And here I come to throw it all away Give me time to waste, no I need that pain It tastes like honey in my throat If you need me, you can keep me Thought I knew this note for note If you want to, I could show you The first time couldn't be mine I swore that I could do this right Thought I knew this note for note If you want to, I could show you The first time couldn't be mine I love to hate who I was, because it means that I've changed The little doubts and regret, they run around in my brain, they tease me It tastes like honey in my throat If you need me, you can keep me Thought I knew this note for note If you want to, I could show you The first time couldn't be mine I swore that I could do this right Thought I knew this note for note If you want to, I could show you