From the second I started falling
I knew you'd let me hit the ground
Loved to keep me beggin' for all of your attention
Messing with my head when
I'm wide awake at three in the morning
And even when you're not around
Swear that I can't take no more of all of these emotions
I need you the most
Ay, you're gonna kill me either way
And I'm never gonna learn and you're never gonna change
Even when it hurts there's some pleasure to the pain
I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay
Each and every night I pray, ay
Please, don't ever stop
You take me to the top
Just to leave me in the dark
I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay
Each and every night I pray, ay
If you won't let me choose
I'll take, ay, the pleasure with the pain
Every touch is a chain reaction
I come back for it every time
Saw the signs, but closed my eyes
Instead of losing you, I'm losing my mind, yeah
It's hard to sleep, now I can't focus
Got a hold of me and I can't control it
I'm half alive and you still don't know
You're breaking me inside, I don't even know why
I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay
Each and every night I pray, ay
Please, don't ever stop
You take me to the top
Just to leave me in the dark
I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay
Each and every night I pray, ay
If you won't let me choose
I'll take, ay, the pleasure with the pain
Ay, I'm a sucker for the pain
And I'm never gonna learn and you're never gonna change
Even when it hurts there's some pleasure to the pain
Baby, you're impossible to blame
Addicted to the pleasure and the pain
Even when it's driving me insane
I still want it, yeah, I still want it
I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay
Each and every night I pray, ay
Please, don't ever stop
You take me to the top
Just to leave me in the dark
I stay, ay, waiting for my heart to break, ay
Each and every night I pray, ay
If you won't let me choose
I'll take the pleasure with the pain