They love playing who to blame when the plan fail The easiest way to lose is not plan well I'm just trynna find peace in my life now I made album of the year probably twice now I ain't in it for the glitz and the glam They wanna frame me like a pic with the fam The goat here you should stick with the lamb I always talk about my own insecurities I know you listen but never feel like you hearing me These ain't tears it's sincerity I wrote this letter for you signed sincerely I walk around with a frown not security Still won't let nobody get near to me Cheers to polygamy My egos my own worst enemy What's gotten into me My friends know that I'm happily sad No pressure turn Dexter when I'm back in the lab This one for the riders like back of the cab Knocked down came back with the jab Pushing everyone away like I could make it alone Taking down my whole house and trynna make it a home It's nine months into the year And I'm sober as ever I used to need adhesive just to hold it together They in a rat race and I'm the one holdin the cheddar My mind clear my heart full I guess I got it together I rap like I own it because I really do You would too if you really knew A couple more albums and I'm really through Give me equity show you what I could really do It's a smile on my face when I take a loss I treat the pressure like Diddy and I just shake it off It's a beautiful life The upper hand got my cuticles nice They play dirty and still losing the fight Manifested my future I'm looking back Like I knew I was right Mean flow I just knew I was nice I'm in a zone they could never reach Turned my house into a home that they could never breach I'm giving life lessons they could never preach We in this bitch I need better seats This go out to the women I could never keep The worse parts of you made a better me They wanna let it be known I rather let it be But since we pulling back the curtain Ima let em see I ain't in it for the fame or the accolades In this fucking book of life you can't go back a page I got my niggas backstage when the show is on I gotta go off just to tell y'all what's going on Do you see now Could never be senile I was in denial I'm giving bitches d now Nigga I'm a phenom You niggas gassed up I'm more Elon What's an Elohim to a pion I'm charged up like an ion My buzz go infinity and beyond Fighting temptation like I'm Leon I'm done trynna please niggas Cause I was giving my all When I was open they ain't gimme the ball So I don't wanna hear shit about no team now You slept on me I don't wanna hear shit about yo dream now This is what I become Now I'm in this bitch like pre cum Go buy an album I'm trynna see some Know that I'm sensitive bout my tunes Renovate this bitch give me some room I'm somewhere in the woods taking shrooms Flow water I can cause a monsoon It's too soon I been meditating heavy Flood the game and break a levy Independent call me Webbie Get the pie split the pie Then box it I'm Lil Debbie They rushing they wasn't ready Sending shots from far away I hold my breath and hold it steady I done came a long way Fucking up the feng shui I don't listen to these niggas Play some fucking Kanye I been sipping Bombay While I'm climbing up the mountain Turn this bitch to Pompeii My flow could come out a fountain If you get it then you got it Think I said enough Life's a bitch that ain't wet enough You must have no idea I ain't a fan of none they bars And they set ups are so IKEA It's too easy I'm really in my bag again Zoom challenge how we drag em in Nigga throw in the towel Six shooter see me spinning the dial This wheel of fortune don't come with a vowel I been off for a while I was letting niggas off with a smile But I'm mad now I could turn beef into a cash cow Career ender Bar bender Flow shifter Heart breaker Leave bitches blue Like grow sisters I'm top two and I ain't number two in this bitch Connoisseur of manure I ain't new to this shit You must not have a fuckin' clue of what I do to this shit I opened doors then let the whole crew in this bitch Cause when shit ain't adding up I do the math again These niggas turn the other cheek like they backing in I dropped Field Effect now everybody tapping in This shits too easy Applying pressure in the press I'm Marcus Garvey with a vest It come out a little different when you say it with yo chest Sleeping on me like a cot I gave everything I got In the field forty on my I'm looking like Ronnie Lott Gettin love from these places that I never been Type of highs that could never end As long as I'm in the game you could never win Niggas rather pass words than get a better pen I take this rap shit deeply I'm really into crafting in the booth How you telling all these lies and then acting like it's true Niggas really playing them self You just acting like it's you These verses from 2012 I just rap it like it's new I'm navigating life at my own pace I never panic I planet I'm in my own space Yeah So long farewell to you my friend So long farewell to you my friend Goodbye For now Until we meet again