When I think of suicide I think of my Mom and dad and I can't go through it I've been staring at the fall Now don't we all It's not like I'm gonna do it Gonna do it When I feel the will to die I apologize to the sky just for thinking of it I can't stand myself no more And I feel shame for it You know I feel shame for it I've been looking for an exit For an ultimate defeat And every window pops the question But I'm still here I'm only waving Empty guns Great plots of leaving No rest on broken meanings I'm being pushed off burning buildings I mean, the dark's too dark It's too dark for even dreaming Heal me Heal me I would do anything Baby whale cry out cry out We all hand out our little lights Down here in the dark dark water