I ain't gonna kill myself lovin' you I ain't gonna break my own heart I ain't gonna kill myself wantin' you When you don't seem to want any part of my love And I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go Yes, I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go Get a strong case of weakness, a rich worthless love Tell you straight out that it's twisted Crack flash of lightnin' struck from above Knocked down a cow and I kissed ya Oh, now, now I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go Yes, I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go But I keep holdin' on for a future I keep waitin' for somethin' to change And I keep holdin' on for a future I keep lookin' for somethin' that I never see I ain't gonna kill myself lovin' you I ain't gonna die for a life together I ain't gonna kill myself wantin' you You don't seem to want me, oh, my days go by But I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go Yes, I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go Yes, I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let you go Babe, I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go Why make my heart go to bed, not hungry Why make my heart go to bed, in that cold Why make my heart go to bed in that feeling to know