Melancholy More than one year past that day But I'm still sorry And this is what bleeding out feels like This is what you wanted me to feel right? You wanted me to feel like always Melancholy More than one year since I said call me Guess you're still stalling, and I'm still all in But girl, risk it all like I did Like it was easy for me Like you must like this silence Or you've found solace before me This is what you wanted, isn't it? This is what you wanted, isn't it? And I'm back again, feel used again Alone again, but you're my only friend I wrote you this song but I doubt you'll ever hear it You walk past couture and treat the windows like they're mirrors From inside the store, it seems like I got ignored But you weren't looking past the door To be down I can show you what it feels like to be down To be down Wanted me to feel like always Melancholy More than one year since I said call me Guess you're still stalling, and I'm still all in But girl, risk it all like I did Like it was easy for me Like you must like this silence Or you've found solace before me This is what you wanted, isn't it? This is what you wanted, isn't it? This is what you wanted, isn't it? I can show you what it feels like to be At home again, I'm torn again Alone again, and you're my only friend You're my only friend And I can show you what it feels like to be down And I can show you what it's like to be down To be down I can show you what it feels like to be This is what you wanted, isn't it? (I won't go, I won't go) This is what you wanted, isn't it? (I won't go, I won't go) This is what you wanted, isn't it? (I won't go, I won't go) I wrote you this song but I doubt you'll ever hear it You walk past couture and treat the windows like they're mirrors From inside the store, it seems like I got ignored But you weren't looking past the door