It's only a test A warning sign that I am up above Flight can teach you reason with a shove It's only a drug, a couple of hours just to pass the time Can you tell I am not in my mind? It's so hard to let things go Slow decline It's wrong to feel so low Doing lines It's only a trick A deception to the people that I know Is it pain or is it purposeful? It's only a rouse The sympathy you are addicted to Selfish and I hated helping you It's so hard to let things go Slow decline It's wrong to feel so low Doing lines So talk about it, talk about it, talk about it Talk it all night You will not expect, my limelight Slipping your conscience into my mind Hoping you'd say you're wrong and I'm right Very afraid that you're gonna die