Falling off of the pen low key Worry too much in my head only That convo sorta light that voice is usually right I pick it up when I'm down listening to the sound Of everyone looking at me look Some days I won't talk My brian it don't wanna think Can't wait to hold on because I know imma sink I fell off But then I get back up I listen to my gut It told me have some fun it told me go and do drugs It told me go and get high it's only when I'm drunk The pain hit deep inside I'm falling off the edge Forget what I said this is all a dream Imma go to bed Nightmare in my sleep I'm right there in my dream Despite fear holding me my sight clear I steer In the right direction on the wrong damm road Fought depression ya long ago Love and sex is just a miracle it sucks when you loose faith Falling off of the pen low key Worry too much in my head only That convo sorta light that voice is usually right I pick it up when I'm down listening to the sound Of everyone looking at me look Some days I won't talk my brian it don't wanna think Can't wait to hold on, bc I know imma sink I fell off But then I get back up I listen to my gut I listen to my gut The pain stopped I'm okay The rain washed everything away All my stupid thoughts But now I'm downtown Looking for the plug and the addy Just met a girl from cali Asker her why she moved out to the valley But that's a need to know it was personal Didn't mean to get this close Falling off of the pen low key Realizing that's on me No one else i put the blame on me You can spell it out just say my name on three That's DLZ