Not what I wanted and I tried so hard Everything's gone to waste I feel powerless, how's it not my fault And how's this any better? Can things be the way that they used to be? I don't like this, I don't like change I was doing so well, someone's finally punishing me Cause baby if I can't be me I feel broken I feel broken I feel broken I feel broken to me It could be much worse, I'm thankful it's not I don't really know what suffer means But I know what pain is, I know it's poison And it doesn't define who I am Every day on the streets I notice new cracks by my feet Made by the heartsick the broken homes Notice my life, not so bad from up here Cause every crack in my skin is my own I'm not broken I'm not broken I'm not broken Especially not to me Me no one else can make me feel like myself Like I do you know how bad pity feels? Like a burning hot red, It's better than being dead So I'll lift up my head and I'll shout I'm not broken I'm not broken I'm not broken Not to me I'm not broken I'm not broken I'm not broken Not to me Not what I wanted but it's part of me now What's so bad about feeling broken anyway?