I use you when I need you And leave you when I'm done I've never told you anything But truth beneath this sun I'm a prairie where love wanders Dying of terrible thirst When the vultures find your carcass Babe I'll be the first I wish I was the devil I wish I was the Lord The hunger of this twisted heart Best be left ignored You drive me down to Shonkin Standing by the creek You rub a bluebell's petals On the stubble of my cheek Your lips bleed when I kiss you Prairie dogs go Underground Montana skies consume us I resist that whispered sound The stars obliterated You leave me the night I find myself by myself Stripped of love and all that's right I wish I was a demon With no knowledge of what's good But every kiss you give me Is like nails through new wood I love you and I hate you I'll kill you with compassion I spout desire's lust As philosophy and fashion I'm not worth a single glance Why do you still pursue me? I never knew love was so strong Oh God you've overcome me